Sunday, February 6, 2011

holding my breath

It comes every 6 months.

Kevin's lab forms arrive from UCI Cancer Center.

I usually love sifting through the mail, but my heart sinks when I see the envelope.

I recognize the nurse's writing by now. The return address speaks loudly to me. It is not a happy a place.

Every 6 months Kevin goes in. He gets scanned. He does his labs.

I hold my breath.

We wait.

I hold my breath.

I pray.

I hold my breath.


AMedina said...

We continue to pray for you all daily. I can't even pretend to imagine how tough this is for you.
Lots of love!

katie said...

Thanks, A! : )